The other day, an ad popped up that drew my attention. Someone’s daughter had been bitten too many times by mosquitos, so many bites that the dad determined to do away with the mosquito population anywhere nearby. Apparently he invented a mosquito killing gadget that attracts mosquitos from far and wide. Now his daughter luxuriates in a mosquito free environment, while her dad (or maybe her mom) is kept busy dumping dead mosquitos out of the tray. No DEET required.
For a moment I thought how nice it would be to spend a summer without mosquitos. Then I thought of all those tiny lives, and all the birds, fish, frogs, turtles, salamanders, and small brown bats – all unable to get their dinner because humans want a mosquito-free life. I decided I’d rather use DEET. I’d rather sacrifice my comfort for the sake of those other-than-human parts of creation.
Yesterday, the Sunday before Earth Day, I was thinking about the definition of true love as sacrificing one’s own life for someone else. But sacrificing one’s life for love does not have to involve dying. It’s also about sharing. If we have what is needed to make a life in this world, but refuse to share, how can God’s love be in us?

I remember a time quite a long while back, when I came across an absolutely delicious soft black leather jacket. The leather was so soft. The style so fitting. The price so outrageously high even at half off. But I bought it. I bought it. And then! Well, then I found myself donating more than that amount to charity, out of guilt. Leaves me wondering how often what might look like sacrificial love is actually guilt.
How many of us condemn ourselves with storms of guilt, but don’t make any changes in how we live our lives? Sharing needs to be a way of life, not just an idea or theory. I’m talking about sharing with all those other beings in the world, not just our human family. Are we not called to share with the family of Creation also?
Are we willing to give our lives for the frogs? They say frogs and toads are exceptionally good “indicator species”. So many things make them susceptible to climate change. They are like the canary in the coal mine, used in the long past to let the miners know when the mine was filling with carbon monoxide. The canary would die of asphyxiation much sooner than the miners, and served as an early warning system. The canary gave its life. Out of love? I wonder.

What am I willing to let go of, or sacrifice, for the sake of the frogs? Most of the time, I have to admit, I don’t feel willing to let go of much. I say I love frogs, but how much of that is just talk? But if I don’t share what I have, if I don’t share the world with the frogs, does true love really live in me?
The love we have for frogs, for whales, for coral reefs, is all too often just talk, or just theory. Can we become willing to share? Can we become willing to actually give up some of what we think is our human birthright, in order to protect and care for those other creatures?
We often say that what little we, as individuals, can do for the frogs is so little that it hardly matters. We can call it a systemic problem, and bemoan that each of us has no hope of making a difference. BUT if I look after my back yard, and you look after yours, that adds up. There’s a movement now, a grassroots call-to-action, known as Homegrown National Parks. Author Douglas Tallamy says that if each of us began to change our grass, our lawns, into plantings of native species, and if we changed our outdoor lights to yellow bulbs, we, one by one, together, could be nature’s best hope.
Are you willing to give up your lawn for the bees? Are you willing to give up your dusk to dawn light, in exchange for a motion activated light with a yellow bulb, for the sake of the moths?
We can’t just talk about our love for Nature; we have to live it. And that is soooo hard. I think about how people respond when they hear that I do not eat sugar or flour. That’s not for the sake of Creation, but it is for the sake of the piece of Creation that is my body. A lot of people cannot imagine giving up sugar and flour. I’ve even heard people say, “I would rather die young than eat like that.” Such a sacrifice, they think. But my body is grateful for that sacrifice.
We can’t just talk about change. We have to live it. Unfortunately, even though our guilt or our love is strong, so is our sense of helplessness. What hope do we have to save the planet? Yet, something needs to change. We know something needs to change. We just hesitate to make the changes necessary, for the frogs or the coral reefs.
It may be too late for the coral. Sea water is too hot for coral in many places. In the last year, half of the world’s coral has experienced heat stress, the worst to date. Loss of coral means loss of fish, loss of food, and loss of coastal protection.
How much we condemn ourselves and each other, but we can’t let self-condemnation remain as hopelessness and helplessness. So ask for wisdom and insight. Ask what you could do, what changes you could make in your backyard. Yard after yard, we could have a national park, as Douglas Tallamy says.
How will we know we are on the right path? You know you are on the right path when you feel the Presence of the Sacred with you. So here is your Earth Day assignment: Walk or sit outside in your own property, and ask for wisdom. Feel into the Presence of the Sacred , there in your back yard. Listen to what the Sacred is saying to you. Hear the wisdom that speaks to you in your heart of hearts. But don’t just listen; let it become part of your life, how you live, how you share what you have with those other-than-human beings all around.
On my way to church yesterday, I came across a fox, a red fox, dead on the center line of the road. I drove by, but then had to stop and turn around. I went back to move this wee fox, so small, so beautiful. I had never touched a fox before. It was so soft. Such brilliant fur. Such a precious piece of creation. I ran my fingers over its body, and said a prayer for it’s wee soul.
Today I remembered that black leather jacket, that delicious black leather jacket, and the fox fur trim on the hood. And my heart grieves.






